[Lyric] HEAVEN (LON3LYACE$)

[Intro]
Why'd you leave me here
Drowning in tears
[?]

[Verse 1]
I'm so focused on the negatives
Forget to count my blessin's
I don't know how many times that
I forgot to learn my lessons
I been leanin' on a tab so long
I take 'em when I'm stressin' yeah
That's why I'm always high and
I be lost with no direction
I was bullied, bruised, and beaten, and
I struggle with depression
I struggled all my life
I been abandoned and rejected
Yeah this shit just cross my mind
Like all the time and
I can't help it
Takin' trips to paradise
I'll pop somе more and go to heaven
[Chorus]
Why'd you lеave me here
Drowning in tears
[?]

[Verse 2]
I ain't addicted to no drugs
But I'm addicted to the way I feel
When I pop a couple
Down a few of all theses multi-colored pills
Won't be eatin' next to nothin'
Won't be stressin' on no fuckin' bills
Don't wanna be alone but I ain't waitin'
Do it all for real
Struggle with my words
When I'm sober even worse
Whole sheet up on my tongue
To ease the pain and write this verse
Mama so confused but I can't help it fuckin' hurts
I'm a keep on fuckin' poppin' 'til the day I leave this earth

[Chorus]
Why'd you leave me here
Drowning in tears
[?]
[Outro]
Why'd you leave me here
Drowning in tears
[?]