Song: HEAVY INFLUENCE of love
Artist:  Theydym
Year: 2021
Viewed: 59 - Published at: 4 years ago

I still feel this weight on my shoulders
A boulder I told her
My therapist I called her
I said;

“I can’t feel the love I've been given by others.. it gets, so heavy that it becomes numb.. then I feel like, killing myself-“

Fuck that!
Have to finish the ep
Let all my faggots know that i can be me
Write two things, maybe three things, more and you’ll be done
Just one more thing and you’ll be done
Finish the song it’ll be over
Just one more-
Just one more-
One more thing and I'll be done

Maybe write some vocals for some song maybe it’ll help
But I hate my voice it's high pitched, nasally, it doesn’t help
People don’t want another rapper-
The games already full
Maybe I'll knock off a couple fags whose rhymes are cold
I’ll sell my soul
If it’ll just help me reach my goal
I don’t want to die not yet
Please don’t let me die not yet
I can’t die don’t let me die not yet
FUCK THAT!
Third verse make it count
Make then ones above, show them what it’s about
"Don’t kill yourself, there’s more to life."
Find my purpose, I'll be kind hurt by this
In the long run but i don’t know if there’ll even be a long run!
Will I ever have a long run?
Will I ever? will I ever live a good life?
Will I- will-

Last verse
My hand shakes

Head quakes

Just one last verse

Then you can hit your lunch break

Taste the blunts
I’m not a faggot i’ma fucking jump
Off this damn building so I can show you I can run enough time to make rhymes that make your 3 inches explode
I’m gonna make you implode
I’m in soul, they resold, my albums for 3 thou, in each hold
I kill you with a fucking choke hold
You think slow and then you beats cold
I’m not bold, I just want to get my fucking story told
Show the suicide got over me
But at least I’m more capable than what you are ever capable to be
Faggot

“ I always like it when a song has a nice chaotic finish, y'know? like on last final send off- even if it doesn’t sound good, and it’s just a collection of noises that sounds weird- it.. it feels symbolic, at least to me”

( Theydym )
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