[Lyric] Heavy (Andii Styron)

[Verse 1]
Listen to your intuition when she's tellin' you
Not to go back down the road that you've been tryin' to lose
And can't you hear your conscience callin' you out by your name?
Tellin' you not to fall for words that'll never change

[Pre-Chorus]
But if you can't trust your brain
And if you can't trust your heart
Is it ever really endin'
Or are you back at the start?

[Chorus]
And I can carry what I have to
But that don't mean that shit ain't get heavy
And if you really wanna ask who gave it to me
Well, she's starin' right back at me
From the burden to the regret I've accumulated
I'm holdin' myself down
Someone teach me how to let it go
Someone teach me how to let it go
[Verse 2]
Baby, I don't mean it and I promise that I'll change
Then you have the nerve to ask me why I'm not actin' the same
Now I don't know what's worse, feelin' hurt or bein' used
Fuck the feeling and the motive to believe you, I refuse

[Pre-Chorus]
But if you can't trust your brain
And if you can't trust your heart
Is it ever really endin'
Or are you back at the start?

[Chorus]
And I can carry what I have to
But that don't mean that shit ain't get heavy
And if you really wanna ask who gave it to me
Well, she's starin' right back at me
From the burden to the regret I've accumulated
I'm holdin' myself down
Someone teach me how to let it go
Someone teach me how to let it go

[Bridge]
I denied myself all for you
Light me up because you feel wrong
Can't believe I thought you were true
Can't believe that I was right all along
[Chorus]
And I can carry what I have to
But that don't mean that shit ain't get heavy
And if you really wanna ask who gave it to me
Well, she's starin' right back at me
From the burden to the regret I've accumulated
I'm holdin' myself down
Oh, someone teach me how to let it go
Yeah, someone teach me how to let it go