[Lyric] Heights (Jay Portal)

[Verse 1]
I been doing well
I'm lying again, I'm avoiding my friends
They tell me what I don't wanna hear
I'm trying my best, I just need me some rest
I been tired of facing my fears
Just for once, I don't wanna cover up
All this shit inside, just wanna feel alive
Felt like this for months, been to afraid to love
To afraid to trust, but I'm not giving up

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm all alone now
Turn the music up and let me zone out
I'm taking control
I just want you to know

[Chorus]
I'm not afraid of heights anymore, nah nah
I don't wanna sleep with the lights all on
I just wanna go home
I don't wanna fight anymore
I'm not afraid of heights anymore, nah nah
I don't wanna sleep with the lights all on
I just wanna go home
I don't wanna fight anymore
[Verse 2]
Skeletons in my closet won't leave me alone
I tried to fight 'еm off, but they never go
I can see my housе from this height
There's a million ways to fall, will somebody just
Take me back, back to the ground
Back to my room where I'm safe and sound
Where I'll hide away and I'll never be found
I can't keep living like this and letting everyone down

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm all alone now
Turn the music up and let me zone out
I'm taking control
I just hope that you know

[Chorus]
I'm not afraid of heights anymore, nah nah
I don't wanna sleep with the lights all on
I just wanna go home
I don't wanna fight anymore
I'm not afraid of heights anymore, nah nah
I don't wanna sleep with the lights all on
I just wanna go home
I don't wanna fight anymore