[Lyric] Help but Wonder (Mark Edmond)

[Intro]
Mark Edmond, if you didn't know...

Life, life's full of ups and downs, twist and turns
So unpredictable
Obstacle after obstacle
Still, you gotta try to stay present as possible
But, sometimes, I get to thinking, though

[Chorus]
I can't help, but wonder, will I be alive and well
I can't help, but wonder, will I be dead or in jail
Stuck struggling, nobody listening
Or, doing what I love for a living
I can't help, but wonder, will I be a dad and married
Or single
Nobody, calling me daddy
I can't help, but wonder, help, help, but wonder
I can't help, but wonder, I can't, I can't help, but wonder

[1st Verse]
I'm never stopping, if I do, then I'm probably dеad
Hopefully, my legacy, make it seem likе I never left
I hear them asking, what's the game missing, now?
Well, I'm the answer like I played for Georgetown
Look around, I'm a prodigy
About to wreak havoc, on this whole industry
My conscious keep on telling me, that I'm the next to blow
Coming straight outta Broward County
Rest in Peace, Esther Rolle
They're overlooking me, like how it was for Muggsy
When he was in the league, around '93
I started Edmond Way, cuz niggas more pretentious than y'all think
Full of empty promises, reminding me of Wink
It's a cold world, I'm chilly, think of Keke Palmer
Nothing to brag or boast about, but why I'm such a loner
Can name a few lucky now, I never blew their cover
To some, a pessimist
Feel like y'all be full of shit
[Chorus]
I can't help, but wonder, will I be alive and well
I can't help, but wonder, will I be dead or in jail
Stuck struggling, nobody listening
Or, doing what I love for a living
I can't help, but wonder, will I be a dad and married
Or single
Nobody, calling me daddy
I can't help, but wonder, help, help, but wonder
I can't help, but wonder, I can't, I can't help, but wonder

[2nd Verse]
They're not original
Been going with the flow
Whoever's popping at the moment, they gon' call him bro
(Now, that's your bro?)
If it's her, it's sis
Long as there's benefits
Not sure about happiness
But, money buys tolerance
Hypocrites, they be all around
But, since it's you, I guess that makes it cool now
Oh, you must be in denial
Been outchea living foul, for a while
What kind of example you're setting, not only for your child
Might need another plan
Risking their freedom to post on the 'gram
Now, you're in a jam
In high demand
(Damn)
Never make moves, off of desperation
Thought about it, too
But, I resist the temptation
Any thing you do, think about the worst
If you can't live with that, you shouldn't be doing it in the first
Place, ditch the rat race
Move at your own pace
Can't please everyone, but try to keep a clean face
Where you're at today
Has a lot to do with the decisions that you made yesterday
And, last May
As cliché as it sound
What goes up, must come down
What goes around, comes back around
[Chorus]
I can't help, but wonder, will I be alive and well
I can't help, but wonder, will I be dead or in jail
Stuck struggling, nobody listening
Or, doing what I love for a living
I can't help, but wonder, will I be a dad and married
Or single
Nobody, calling me daddy
I can't help, but wonder, help, help, but wonder
I can't help, but wonder, I can't, I can't help, but wonder