[Lyric] Hold Back (Nessa Gordon)

I can't hold back life anymore I can't cry my self to sleep anymore like I used to do. I remember times like this when we used to break up and get back together and pay fight. I can't hold back our memories from the time when we were kids and loved each other. All I want for christmas is you to be at my door step with a teddy bear and chocolate. I CAN'T HOLD BACK ANYMORE! IF YOU HER FOR CHRISTMAS THEN TAKE HER BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER FIND NO BODY BETTER THEN ME. YOU WILL NEVER HOLD BACK FROM ME EVER AGAIN. I'm tired of lying to my friends saying my I'm over you. Did you love me? Im not your toy anymore Im not going to stand here and watch you treat me like your toy Im DONE HOLDING BACK like just leave me alone FOREVER