[Lyric] Hopefully Today (Ascetic The Whiz)

[Chorus]
I just wanna kill myself
And end it everyday
I just
I just wanna kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill my self and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw myself away

[Verse 1]
Bottle empty need a case too
Along with the Pendleton bottle
No need to follow
I flow let the wave carry water
Patching wounds too deep to recover from
Livings fun when I don't care for
Responsibility I live in beats
I can't breathe when standing tall
Stamping all thoughts and sending them off
Post office living
From person to person
I don't belong though
Moms in the same city
Still haven't seen her in years
Tears dried up
Fears Fried
Up town cruising on scooters
Hope my brother grows to be a man by himself
Sad to see
I don't care enough to be his lead
While trying to lead the world
To a better place
Let's escape
Let me be your light
Light on the thought of Suicide
Don't fear to die
But life will prosper
Much more than the end of it
Just drop it, cop it flex on the next
Feel good about yourself yet
Need a gram hit just to ease my breathe
Yo bravo
Torch it up
I got you next
[Chorus]
I just wanna kill myself
And end it everyday
I just
I just wanna kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw myself away

[Verse 2]
Been high for 6 year straight
It's not a flex
It's a cry for help
Help me dawg I'm bleeding out
My lungs are scorched from resin hits
Not rosin resin
I'm talking that broke ghetto shit
No food in the fridge
But the beer steady filling it
Define consistent feign
Define consistency
Ain't proud of it
Just learned to speak the weak
Not fond of spending weeks inside my room
Stuck in loops of solitude
Sing to the moon
As I bleed a new tune
Tuned into energy I can't seem to see
Ashamed to be the child of a child molester
Oh, too dark for you it seems
Too dark for you to see
Hate myself but swim with energy as vibrant as the sun
[Chorus]
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill my self and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill my self and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill myself and throw my life away
I just want to kill myself and end it everyday
I just
I just want to kill my self and throw my life away