[Lyric] ​how could i tell u? (SEBii)

[Chorus]
I put my life on this flow
I give my life for this dough
I give it up, you give it back
I shake it up, I mess it up
They say, "Do you wanna be famous?"
Tell me what, they'll be shameless
How could I tell you if I don't even know what fame is?
What is this thing I'm chasing?
What is this life I'm faking?
How could I tell you if I don't even know if I know?
This career I'm building is the one that is killing me
It's choking me, but I'm killing it and only I know
Damn SEBii, where'd you learn to talk so much?
Yeah, I don't like to talk so much
But this I need to cough it up
I just wanna be alright
I just wanna meet my wife
I just wanna keep you alive
So I can tell you lies
Oh yeah, it must be nice to live an honest life
You can't earn one's trust twice
But don't take my advice
Cause it's my vice that feeds me
My fights, they beat me
My ego, I can't beat it
I'm left so defeated
[Verse 1]
This lo-loop it keeps on looping
Producer tags, they keep on playing (lo-loop)
I say I play 'em just like poker, but I'm the real one that I'm playing
I'm stuck in this loop, need to get out
My thoughts I need to get out
This song lacks structure, but I can't escape it
I can't escape it so I can't make it
My words are vacant, got no statements
Got no status, I made it up
This lavish lifestyle, I made it up
These pictures that I painted with my words
Standing silent, they're insecure
All these thoughts, they chirp, chirp, chirp

[Bridge]
It makes me burst
Burst, burst, burst
Burst, burst, burst, burst, yeah

[Verse 2]
Fake it 'til you make it, yeah, you know the motto
Fake a mistake and you jump all these pot holes
Gucci my diamonds and Gucci my goggles
Swallow my pride, in this fame that I wallow
Fake it 'til you make it, yeah, you know the motto
Money I chase it, but trace it, I swallow
This flow is so crazy, yeah, you cannot borrow
Hole in my chest, I feel like I'm a hallow
Yeah, you got a lot of bands, that's on your body
You got a lot of fans, that's on your body
You know that you wanna be like somebody
You know we all wanna be like somebody
The louder you spitting, you start stealing body
Embrace the façade you're just a copy
[?] kamikaze, shawty
[Chorus]
I put my life
I give my life
I give it up
I shake it up
They say, "Do you wanna be famous?"
Tell me what they'll be shameless
How could I tell you if I don't even know what fame is?
What is this thing I'm chasing?
What is this life I'm faking?
How could I tell you if I don't even know if I know?
This career I'm building is the one that is killing me
It's choking me, but I'm killing it and only I know
Damn SEBii, where'd you learn to talk so much?
Yeah, I don't like to talk so much
But this I need to cough it up
I just wanna be alright
I just wanna meet my wife
I just wanna keep you alive
So I can tell you lies
Oh yeah, it must be nice to live an honest life
You can't earn one's trust twice
But don't take my advice
Cause it's my vice that feeds me
My fights, they beat me
My ego, I can't beat it