[Lyric] How It Feels (Major P)

[Refrain: Major P]
She ain't coming today
She ain't curing my pains
Taking the stones off my way
Million words ain't no changes
I peeped through the window for days
Hands on the metal like I'm jailed
Many promises but failed
I wrote up the books not page yeah

[Chorus: Major P]
I'm so sorry I failed you
Apologize she can't too
I dumbed my past cos I love you
Been fighting my demons to come through
Getting so mad cos I'm want you
Proving a year to be faithful
You told me a day to be grateful
She don't wanna be playful yeah

[Verse 1: Major P]
Living my life with no one
Flames in the air playing real song
Visitation she would still come
Waiting and waiting for so long
We rise likе the sun in the morning
She ain't coming to say somеthing
She keep off the words don't you worry
She act as if it's nothing
She see me on sight with a fake smile
I accept her flaws before daylight
Told you million times to stay right
No tears in my gland when I feel bite
Guilty conscience why she showed up
She ain't free enough to ask what's wrong
She held back tears just to stay strong
Repeated same thing
All my promises I'm trying to maintain
Grew up in the trenches gang gang
Climbing with pain to stay on the mountain high
Still feeling the same way
How it feels when it rain rain
[Chorus: Major P]
I'm so sorry I failed you
Apologize she can't too
I dumbed my past cos I love you
Been fighting my demons to come through
Getting so mad cos I'm want you
Proving a year to be faithful
You told me a day to be grateful
She don't wanna be playful

[Verse 2: Rainlad]
Girl I’ve been chasing my dreams I don’t think i can stop now
You don’t hold me down
Now you wanna eat in my plate now
I’m so fucking numb can’t feel shit anymore
I’m so fucking numb can’t feel shit anymore
I’m so fucking cold you can see it in my eyes
Ooh ooh ooh
Now you don’t hold me down
Ooh ooh
Now you wanna eat in my plate now Ooh now

[Refrain: Major P]
She ain't coming today
She ain't curing my pains
Taking the stones off my way
Million words ain't no changes
I peeped through the window for days
Hands on the metal like I'm jailed
Many promises but failed
I wrote up the books not page yeah
[Chorus: Major P]
I'm so sorry I failed you
Apologize she can't too
I dumbed my past cos I love you
Been fighting my demons to come through
Getting so mad cos I'm want you
Proving a year to be faithful
You told me a day to be grateful
She don't wanna be playful yeah