[Lyric] Human (Checkmate (USA))

[Verse]
I'm not trying my best
I'm not trying that hard
I'll avoid who I am
I'll avoid who you are
No, it's perfect for me
I've been such a disease
I'll be my own distraction from finding relief
And I know, it's hard
And I'm so, damn wrong
I wish I could hide this
I know I deserve this
I'll sit in the garden
I'm so fucking worthless
If I could appreciate everything I wanted to
I could be human well, I could be more like you
Over and over and over again
I'll be running away from the thoughts in my head
In my minds, a real dark fucking place
And I'm done with feeling ashamed
Of everything that made me
I'm not what I once was don't know how I got here
Not sure what I've become
[Chorus] x4
I'll stay here
Would you still love me
I'll be right here
I'll be yours forever

[ Outro ]
I'll stay here
Would you still love me
I'll be right here
I'll be yours forever