[Lyric] Humming Pains (Lost Chiiild)

[Verse 1]
You always on my mind, on my mind
I'm not doing so fine, so fine
I'm trying, trying
I feel so blind
I'm crying, crying
In my room, in my room
I hate showers and going to the bathroom, bathroom
I hate going outside
I hate being alive
No i really don't, but I want this ocd to be gone

[Verse 2]
It's making me feel so crazy, so crazy
It's making me really hate me, hate me
My heart breaks everyday, everyday
With the thoughts it puts in front of me, in front of me
Obsessing over the smallest things, the smallest things
Obsessing over the same things, same things
Washing my hands even when they're clean, they're clean
It's like my brains twitching and I can't do anything, do anything
So many medications and nothing's really helping
It's killing me, killing me
I'm feeling so beat, so beat
Nightmares everyday and I'm awake, awake
So hard to get away, away
I just want to feel okay, okay
[Verse 3]
I probably stared at the export of this file
Till' my eyes were red
Trying to make sure i got the right bit depth, bit depth
I just don't want it to be like this till' death, till' death