[Lyric] HURRY (Lil clipZ)

Creativity is my enemy
But it's my best friend too
How can I make them laugh when half my brain
Is steady laser-focused on you
Trying hard to not self-depricate
Got way too much shit piled on my plate
I cover it with gravy to improve the taste
Fuckin obese, now
So big, nobody holds me, now
REEL PIMP been getting lonely now
But I never get lonely, and thats the saddest part
And so I sit in calls with people from countries I ain't know exist until I met them now
And try to laugh it off, so tears be falling down
From a reason separate from what is going down
Little bit older now
When your hearing this I'm 19
Mature but not at all if you know what I mean
Heartbroken tons of times don't fuckin remind me
Don’t stand beside me
You ain’t been through it like I been through it
Major difference and no way in hell i’ll drag you into it
Ain't got no business with it
Playing 7 at dark, prevent me falling apart
Sitting on a bench, seeing all the stars
Twinkle twinkle, eyes don’t do it no more
Getting up at 5AM, don't feel to do it no more
My priorities changed, what I'm saying is you’re
At the top of the list
And I know you're hearing this
So can you just leave him