[Lyric] Hurt (Torrian Ball)

I'm trying to heal
You trying to heal
I have been broken I know how it feel
I know when its fake
I know when its real
I know when its lit
Know when its chill
You heard of this drug
I think its called love
I never tried it but I know what it does
When I first felt it I know what it was
When I first touched it I should of wore gloves
Holla at cupid I heard he the plug
He got that shit that make you feel numb
It a have you thinking of daughters and sons
But it hurt like the purp when its burning yo lungs
No one can carry the baggage I've brung
Nights gets cold when its no one to love
Where can you run when its no one to trust
I'm so sick and tired of not giving a fuck
Put that smile on yo face
Say everything's great
Make sure no one notice the pain when it aches
Make sure no one notice the tears on ya face
Make sure no one notice that you being fake
I'm in the center of sinners and saints
Don't know if its love don't know ifs hate
Cupid been shooting out nothing but blanks
And I don't know how much more I can take
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt

Who can I love
Who can I trust
That love me for me not just things that I’ve done
If I showed you my scars and all of my cuts
Bared all of my flaws would you love me this much
No issue with us its an issue with trust
Soon as I hear it I just wanna run
Soon as I feel it my body go numb
I’m tired of feeling like I ain't enough
Damn
Shit got me all in my feelings
Went hard for some people I thought was the realest
Don’t tell me you love me I don’t wanna hear it
I’ll push you away cuz I don’t wanna feel it
Truth hurts your soul but it in time it will heal it
Lies hurt the most and put holes in your spirit
Get ahold of your life your the only one steering
Ain’t no one to love but the one in the mirror
It took me a while to open my eyes
Snakes in disguise made me think I was blind
Peeped your behavior and seen all the signs
Had to get all that toxic shit out of my life
I’m so sick and tired
I’m so sick and tired
Of trying to holding all this pain inside
I’m tired of being the only one trying
Tired of being so good at goodbyes
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt
Love ain't supposed to hurt