[Verse]
Let's cut the shit man, you know I'm hard
I've got a boat load of bars, this is Noah's Ark
I've got my eyes wide open cah the roads are dark
I'm looking at some old photographs like "I've grown too fast"
I never wanted this shit, now it's my only choice
Fingers in my ears, I wouldn't listen, I'm a naughty boy
But more time I'm just misunderstood
I'm hoping one day that I get paid from this risk that I took
Always thought I'd go to uni and study hard
Become a CEO, go clear and buy my mum a yard
But fuck it, I barely scraped it out of school
And I got kicked out of colly, I was thinking like a fool
And now I'm thinking to myself
"Yeah I'm smarter than them other kids"
I'd probably be able to focus
If I weren't thinking bout some other shit
I'm fighting in silence, I'm smiling while suffering
And fucking around and bussing jokes is how I cover it
And certain teachers always told me I was shy
Cah they knew I had charisma, take the world and make it mine
Writing bars in year nine to grabbing nine bars
It's in my thoughts to bring a torch becah my mind's dark
I hear my mother crying tears when she's praying her Salat
So now I'm praying to Allah, hoping He answers her duas
Cah I know that she's been praying that I find myself a path
This fucking industry's been sleeping on me, this is your alarm
I've been the hardest for a minute, I won't say it again
I used to go schiz but now I take out pain with this pen
I used to tell mum I'm staying with friends
These man don't know what I've done
So they think that I'm playing with them
I only spit fire, yeah I'm a dragon, call me Deborah Meaden
If they try and offer me some bullshit, I'll just dead the meeting
But there ain't no price to buy my freedom
Draining blood from a rock, I hold it tight man, I was squeezing
I can't sleep and yeah these demons be my reason
But they told me I ain't like these other kids
So stop fucking around, be a boss and get your money in
In school I weren't studying
I'm just another lost child, now mummy yeah she worrying
She know that I'm advanced, all this hunger been enhanced
Malnourished, I've been starved
I had to tunnel through the dark
And it's all you can eat, I've got mouths to feed
Double that, NFL shit, I stick my food and then I'm running back
I tell 'em straight, ain't nobody like me
I ain't stepped in packing but my brudda might be
And she talking star signs, saying that she Pisces
We a match made in heaven, couple looking IG
But my mind isn't simple, I've seen some dark shit
Girl we talk about life man, I've had some hard hits
But I'm still here, I'm still breathing, still alive
Still achieving, still scheming through the night
That's a reason to survive
Let's cut the shit man, you know I'm hard
I've got a boat load of bars, this is Noah's Ark
I've got my eyes wide open cah the roads are dark
I'm looking at some old photographs like "I've grown too fast"
I never wanted this shit, now it's my only choice
Fingers in my ears, I wouldn't listen, I'm a naughty boy
But more time I'm just misunderstood
I'm hoping one day that I get paid from this risk that I took
Always thought I'd go to uni and study hard
Become a CEO, go clear and buy my mum a yard
But fuck it, I barely scraped it out of school
And I got kicked out of colly, I was thinking like a fool
And now I'm thinking to myself
"Yeah I'm smarter than them other kids"
I'd probably be able to focus
If I weren't thinking bout some other shit
I'm fighting in silence, I'm smiling while suffering
And fucking around and bussing jokes is how I cover it
And certain teachers always told me I was shy
Cah they knew I had charisma, take the world and make it mine
Writing bars in year nine to grabbing nine bars
It's in my thoughts to bring a torch becah my mind's dark
I hear my mother crying tears when she's praying her Salat
So now I'm praying to Allah, hoping He answers her duas
Cah I know that she's been praying that I find myself a path
This fucking industry's been sleeping on me, this is your alarm
I've been the hardest for a minute, I won't say it again
I used to go schiz but now I take out pain with this pen
I used to tell mum I'm staying with friends
These man don't know what I've done
So they think that I'm playing with them
I only spit fire, yeah I'm a dragon, call me Deborah Meaden
If they try and offer me some bullshit, I'll just dead the meeting
But there ain't no price to buy my freedom
Draining blood from a rock, I hold it tight man, I was squeezing
I can't sleep and yeah these demons be my reason
But they told me I ain't like these other kids
So stop fucking around, be a boss and get your money in
In school I weren't studying
I'm just another lost child, now mummy yeah she worrying
She know that I'm advanced, all this hunger been enhanced
Malnourished, I've been starved
I had to tunnel through the dark
And it's all you can eat, I've got mouths to feed
Double that, NFL shit, I stick my food and then I'm running back
I tell 'em straight, ain't nobody like me
I ain't stepped in packing but my brudda might be
And she talking star signs, saying that she Pisces
We a match made in heaven, couple looking IG
But my mind isn't simple, I've seen some dark shit
Girl we talk about life man, I've had some hard hits
But I'm still here, I'm still breathing, still alive
Still achieving, still scheming through the night
That's a reason to survive
( Billy Khan )
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