[Lyric] I Cant Even Speak (Devious R)

[Chorus]
I'm so numb that I can't even speak
I see these demons follow me
There's so much that I can't unsee
I'm sick of always feeling weak

[Verse 1]
I see these demons deep beneath
When I lock eyes I grind my teeth
There's so much shit I can't believe
All I know is that I wanna leave
Noone really even loves me
They treat me like a junkie
All they want is my money
I need it back in a hurry

[Chorus]
I'm so numb that I can't even speak
I see these demons follow me
There's so much that I can't unsee
I'm sick of always feeling weak
I'm so numb that I can't even speak
I see these demons follow me
There's so much that I can't unsee
I'm sick of always feeling weak

[Verse 2]
All I wish to do is run away
I'm sick of dealing with this pain
Not everyone can be saved
I think it's better that way
I want to die but not today
Cause I don't want to die disgrace
My demons love to push the blame
They stay the reason I'm insane

[Chorus]
I'm so numb that I can't even speak
I see these demons follow me
There's so much that I can't unsee
I'm sick of always feeling weak

I'm so numb that I can't even speak
I see these demons follow me
There's so much that I can't unsee
I'm sick of always feeling weak