[Lyric] I did it again (HoodWroteIt)

Fuck. How many more times am I gonna do this shit?
I thought we were getting along, but it seems I was wrong
Honestly, it doesn't even matter. Whatever
I'll just move on like I always do. Right?

I been thinking, about myself
The way i feel with you
Is something I never felt
I been thinking bout'
What you did to me
You made me light up with joy
You made my whole world gleam

But it doesn't matter anymore
I pushed you away, I played you like a toy
(Fuck, its all my fault, ALL. MY. FUCKING. FAULT.)

Now, look at me, i'm struggling
Every single fucking day my heart is rumbling
Now I make fucking music to deal with it
But the pain I left with you, won't heal as quick
I'm sorry!
But don't forgivе me, i'm an asshole, remеmber what I did last week?
I'm sorry!
But just ignore me, I played you like a toy
Didn't take your heart for no keeps
Now look at me, I'm making all these songs, I'm singing from my past
I'm singing where I was wrong
Now look at you, you already moved on
(Yeah)

I'm struggling, I'm struggling, fighting my fears is troubling
Cause every now and then, I want to feel some love again
But it won't happen, it just won't
I'm so hopeless
Give me hope

I've become a fucking worker
Slaving myself over and over
Telling myself I don't need her
Telling myself no ones a keeper

I've been a mess for way too long
The days past by, and the nights are long
I'm not a singer, so don't sing along
But please, just stay along
If I had a talent I wouldn't have showed it
If I had to say something, I wouldn't have told it
You controlled my actions, controlled, my motives
Now that you're gone I know what I always wanted

But it's too late, i already broke us
It's too late I already torn us
It's too late just forget about us
It's too late