[Lyric] I didnt matter (1noelle)

[Verse 1]
And it feels like a job
Cuz im not feeling free
Its like shes taking every
God damn thing from me

And all of my friends
Been avoiding me
They been dodging the
Fuck out my company

[Pre-Chorus]
And the doctor said i lost it
And my friends all call me toxic
I been feeling close to dogshit
I dont see what they been talking

[Chorus]
Turns out i didn't matter after all
It took a week to waste all my adderall
I wasn't made for this i was built to fall
Im boutta paint some red on my fuckin' wall
Turns out i didn't matter after all
It took a week to waste all my adderall
I wasn't made for this i was built to fall
Im boutta paint some red on my fuckin' wall

[Verse 2]
And my friends dont care, and thats how it seems
I ain't got no sleep, running on caffeine
And these bitches lying, they dead to me
Thinkin bout the fake shit that she said to me

[Chorus]
Turns out i didn't matter after all
It took a week to waste all my adderall
I wasn't made for this i was built to fall
Im boutta paint some red on my fuckin' wall

Turns out i didn't matter after all
It took a week to waste all my adderall
I wasn't made for this i was built to fall
Im boutta paint some red on my fuckin' wall