[Lyric] I dont rly wanna die anymore (Callgirl)

The sun's been up for awhile
But i cannot say the same
It's 3 am, i slept an hour but i feel wide awake
Gotta love it, only constant is the way things change
Like yesterday u were in love with me
And now i gotta move away

Shit almost had me questioning my worth
And i've loved before but this one kinda hurt
And i'll miss the way u used to wear my shirts to bed
But when the morning comes i'll say:

I just woke up and i don't rly wanna die anymore
I've got some issues and they're getting kinda hard to ignore
I wondеr how long you'd have stayed if i had loved u morе
But all i know is i don't rly wanna die anymore

I just woke up with a smile
Like i'm glad to be myself
And i'll admit that 2019 wasn't good for my health
But u were heavenly even when i was going thru hell
I could say some shit but honestly and truly i'mma wish u well
But
Shit almost had me questioning my worth
And i've loved before but this one kinda hurt
And i'll miss the way u used to wear my shirts to bed
But when the morning comes i'll say:

I just woke up and i don't rly wanna die anymore
I've got some issues and they're getting kinda hard to ignore
I wonder how long you'd have stayed if i had loved u more
But all i know is i don't rly wanna die anymore

I just woke up, i feel like heaven
Been one hell of a yr
I think of where i am and everything that brought me to here
And i'm so honestly thankful
Could use a shot and a beer
Cause i'm hungover from love but next yr gonna be my yr

I just woke up and i don't rly wanna die anymore
I've got some issues and they're getting kinda hard to ignore
I wonder how long you'd have stayed if i had loved u more
But all i know is i don't rly wanna die anymore