[Lyric] I Dont Want to Cry (Bonny B)

[Prelude: Bonny B as SAM]
Free Bonny B
Woo wee

[Intro: Bonny B & Michael Yun]
(Yeah)
I swear (Uh)
I swear (Uh)
I cared for you more than you ever knew
And I'm scared (B)
I'm scared (Bonny)
I'll never be more to you

(It's ya boy, Bonny B!)

[Verse: Bonny B]
What's going on?
I'm writing fuzzy songs
Something's wrong (Wrong)
Wrong up in my head (In my head)
I'm getting ahead of myself (Self)
I've been ready to pounce
I've paid my price for these mistakes
And I've done paid it in the full amount (Yeah)
I'll play your games, yeah
What's an L to a 'hunnid dubs a day
I'm going hard like I'm driving to the paint
Let me paint a picture of our future
You don't know that I'm a loser
I'ma prove to you that I'm way more to you
Than you ever thought someone could do it, uh
[Chorus: Bonny B]
I don't want to cry about you no more
I don't want to lie about you no more
Yeah, I just want to live my life with you
Forever and ever

(Uh, yeah)

[Verse 1: Bonny B]
And I say forever and ever
But it sounds so destined for failure
I put the pressure on me
To prepare for what I can't see
And it's been so hard to just think
And I feel so off like I'm sinking
I'm in the deep
How can I be free when my anchor's been dragging me? (Down)
I'm in my own head
Hold it together now (Bonny B)
How could you smile for them
But your smile be fake as a doll
Why you so soft?
Are you a beast or you not?
You think you can do it all?
STOP
I'm doing me and I trust in God but I'm still human, honestly (Yeah)
[Chorus: Bonny B]
I don't want to cry about you no more
I don't want to lie about you no more
Yeah, I just want to live my life with you
Forever and ever
Don't want to be scared about our future no more
Yeah, I don't want to cry about you no more
I don't want to lie about you no more
I just want to live my life with you
Forever and ever
Don't want to be scared about our future no more

[Interlude: Bonny B]
Woah, yeah
Uh, yeah

[Verse 2: Bonny B]
I swear you light up my day
You don't know how long I've been waiting
I've been patient with the hope that one day I'd make it out
And I worked on myself now I'm getting clout
Kids looking at me like I run the house
Ops looking at me like I did it
No wonder they flocking to me tryna gas me up, woah
I don't care for them haters I know that they faking
They want to be part of my life, I ain't taking 'em in
These things that they did
I pray they realize my case is just one in a million
I took what they did and I'm flippin' it (Yeah)
How many kids don't have chances to change
And now that we one in the same
Y'all wanna act like you don't know you ignorant
[Bridge: Bonny B & Michael Yun]
(Aw yeah)
Back on my sh... (Bean, beans!)
What you mean? (Aw yeah)
What you mean? Yeah
Yeah, I got the key
This is who I'm supposed to be (Bonny B, aw yeah)
Yeah, we are not the same
Please, get out of my face
Get out of my way
I'ma keep doing my thing, yeah

[Chorus: Bonny B]
I don't wanna cry 'bout you no more
I don't wanna lie 'bout you no more
Yeah, I just want to live my life
Without you in the picture, uh (Yeah)
Yeah, I don't wanna cry 'bout you no more, uh
I don't wanna lie 'bout you no more
Yeah, I just want to live my life
Without you in the picture (Aw...)