[Lyric] I hate myself (KacC)

[Verse 1]
I'm in my head, I can't get out
Feels like a prison, I will never get bail
What is truelove?
The girl I wanted got a man now
I'm screaming FUCK LOVE with All I got

I dissed god
Now I'm getting the karma I deserve
Shit feels like a plot with all these Battles I fought
This beat is three lines in reverse

Sad one day, happy the other
I wouldn't be surprised if I'm bi-polar
Gave her my heart, I'm a organ donor
That's a lie, cuz I'm a fucking loner

These day dreams fucking up my reality
I'm losing my sanity
Think Someone stole my vanity
If happiness is a drug I'm on seven years of sobriety, I
[Chorus]
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate

[Verse 2]
So Tired, I go to bed
Fighting suicidal thoughts till 3 am
Wake up feelin tired as hell god
I'm so fucking lame

This torture in my mind is never ending
When will friends stop pretending
X's vice city on repeat
Gives me power when I'm feelin weak, I'm

Depressed for so long, surprised I'm not dead by now
All these hoes acting like Christian nuns right now
They gone shoot a text, when they realize I'm up next
All this going through my head, makes me so depressed
I
[Chorus]
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate
Hate myself, hate myself
I hate, I hate