[Lyric] I hate myself (Kanashi)

[Intro]
Heydium made this one

[Verse 1]
I hate myself, I hate myself
I kind of wish that I was someone else
And this alcohol is starting to hurt my head
Don't think that I'm gonna crawl out of bed today
Cause I am runnin' out of energy
Guess I just lay right here and light another J, aye

[Chorus]
I hate you, I hate myself
I don't wanna live, I wanna be someone else I swear
I'm always saying the same old shit
But that's just how I feel

[Verse 2]
That's just how I feel
I mean come on none of this shit is for real
I'm so sick of this whole ordeal
This life thing seems so surreal
Da da da-da da oh, da da da-da da oh
Yeah fuck this shit, I'm ovеr it, it's all so fucking dumb
[Chorus]
I hate you, I hate myself
I don't wanna livе, I wanna be someone else I swear
I'm always saying the same old shit
But that's just how I feel

[Verse 3]
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I question my life like every night
I'm so fucking sick of hurting inside
It will take a lot more then words to convince me
To put down the knife, don't end my life
I think I should and I don't know why (Why)
I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself