[Lyric] I Hope I Can Finish My Calculations (Oliver Hagen)

I've got so many lines to mark out the time
They're crawling on my walls
And I've seen many days just slipping away
Cause' everything's just so colourful
I've had ample time to get to the grind but I'm stuck at stage 1 which is leaving my luggage behind

Oh and they say "Better yourself" they say
But I keep getting in my way
By sleeping in til' noon and spending all my time on silly side projects and
Looking at all the news
And seeing many concerning views
I'm feeling like I can't do anything to change this crazy world

Days 1 to 10 with the breathing again, and letting my worries pass
Days 10 to 93 were cathartic for me, sitting on my ass
And sincе then, I've been stuck round' a bend, I'vе got nothin' to show and there's no longer so long to the end

Oh and I've seen people everywhere online, they're building making, doing, actively passing the time
And I feel sorry for my future self and angry at my past self and I
Know It's ill advised to wait but I feel like I'm starting too late, I feel like I've missed the bus on changing my prospects at all
At all
At all
At all
Oh
I'm feeling like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling
Like I'm feeling

La la la la la
La la la la la la la la
And I’m the laziest I’ve ever been in this god damn boring quarantine
I’m sitting here writing songs I will be gone before too long
And I just hope I can finish my calculations before I’m blasting off