[Lyric] I’m Thinking of Ending Things feat. 8485 (Ilypelican & Yurms)

[Verse 1: Yurms]
Looking through my head
At everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying
I hate everything I ever did
Don't know why I would even tell you
You don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you

[Chorus: Yurms]
You don't listen to me
Life feel like a fucking movie
I'm thinking of ending things
Maybe then you'll say you knew me
You just saying anything
Don't know what you meant to me
Blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
Drag me through the dirt, saying
"What happened to chivalry?"
I feel like your secretary
All the shit you givе to mе
I thought when it happenеd
"Wonder why you'rе picking me?"
I know why this happened
Me and all my misery
[Verse 2: Yurms]
Fucked up, fucked up
I get so
You're stuck up, you're stuck up
You don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
Lying, I said I'm good alone
Stuck here and I'm faking, I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
Feels like they're lying to my face
Just can't keep up, I'm out of place

[Bridge: Yurms]
I know it's temporary
Do it again and again
End up in January
I don't know how I should spend
Tonight, yeah, more than ever
I feel like this is the end
They said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend

[Chorus: Yurms]
You don't listen to me
Life feel like a fucking movie
I'm thinking of ending things
Maybe then you'll say you knew me
You just saying anything
Don't know what you meant to me
Blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
Drag me through the dirt, saying
"What happened to chivalry?"
I feel like your secretary
All the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
Wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
Me and all my misery
[Verse 3: 8485]
You're no angel
Outside of having me
I know you can't see black
And I can't help remembering
Everything you said to me
Honestly, it's not clear to me
Maybe it was fair to me
Now everything's embarrassing

I hate the way that I sound when I'm singing
And I wanna say what I mean like I think it
So I always trust that you won't really listen
And you're breaking up, guess let's just stop the distance

Can't stand
Mirrors of my eyes shut so tight
Disappearing
Into myself, good night
All my
Dreams are getting old
In the false night
I just wanted to be told it was alright

Remember ?
I was the edge of the cliff
Focus was all from
Whether we couldn't predict
So you decide it was not
How you wanted to go down
I'm raising all that I've got
?
[Chorus: Yurms]
You don't listen to me
Life feel like a fucking movie
I'm thinking of ending things
Maybe then you'll say you knew me
You just saying anything
Don't know what you meant to me
Blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
Drag me through the dirt, saying
"What happened to chivalry?"
I feel like your secretary
All the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
Wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
Me and all my misery