[Lyric] I Need Heaven (Kid Vendetta)

[Verse 1]
What could death offer
Spin around my head while I'm laying in the sofa
Taking up no meds maybe that is why I suffer
This is why I'm tougher
Baby I am sorry but tonight I cannot love ya (uh-huh)
Vertigo caused by the motions in my head
Bare people can't spend a day in my head
Lots of voices saying lotta opposite things
Well, the voice is only one and the voice is only me
Well, stop, can't make it stop
I wanna think of nothing but the nothing is dark
Find myself searching for the light in my heart
I find it then I doubt it like am I that bad (yuh)

[Bridge]
Dead tonight
I'm feeling half dead tonight
Oh no

[Verse 2]
Im afraid that I'll stop to exist
Feeling little closer to thе death as it seems
Peace and calmnеss can be only found in my dreams
But even then sometimes I wake up with tears
Cause I dream of what it could've been
Playing soccer with the hype of a kid
Running on the field
Hunnid thousand people watching while I make their team win
Oh God, what it could've been
Then I wake up and I start to think
What's the purpose of my living
What's the point of everything
If one day I just disappear
And no longer be here
Would you drop a tear
For me, for me
I believe that when my body gets cold
My soul will go to places that nobody knows
Heaven's gate and God at the door
Showing me the way to take to the peace in abundance and the love in galore
[Outro]
I need heaven in my life
I need heaven
I need heaven in my life
I need heaven
Cause nowadays all I see is dark
All I see is
Dark