[Lyric] I need medication bonus track (FR13ND)

[Verse 1]
I want to wake up
I want to sleep
I want a heartbeat
I want to eat
I want this and I want that
I want to stop wanting
These lyrics are taunting

[Verse 2]
My eyelids are heavy
Like sandbags tied so tightly
I untie so slightly
I want to start awakening

[Verse 3]
My windows are closing
The sunshine is burning me
It's killing me
I'm healthy
Mom, leave me
I'm sleeping
[Bridge]
I'll sleep again, mom
Please don't worry
For me

[Verse 4]
If Jesus was real
Then when the hell is he coming back?
I'm too scared to kill myself
Hopefully the end will push me to death
If heaven is full of people
Then earth is the just exactly the same
My mom keeps that cross on her shelf
Cause she belongs in Hell after her own death