[Lyric] I Never Came Out (Adeem the Artist)

[Intro]
Oh boys, in tight blue jeans
Are drivin' me crazy
Oh boys, in tight blue jeans
With legs that go for days
Boys, with tight blue jeans
Are drivin' me wild
With their poise and impeccable style

[Verse]
I never came out
Never told my friends about
The boys I kissed, and could not resist
I never came out
I know my daddy had some doubts
When I said I'm straight, with makeup on my face

[Chorus]
I didn't have language for the way I felt
Been taught since I was born to other everybody else
And if I was onе of me I couldn't be one of thеm
Rainbow lovin' boys who chose to live in sin
I'm not sayin' this because I'm proud
I never came out
[Verse]
I never came out
Only told my brother how
I'd spend the night in bed with pretty men
I never came out
I fell in love before I ever found
The words to say I'm not straight or gay

[Chorus]
I didn't have language for the way I felt
Been taught since I was born to other everybody else
And if I was one of me I couldn't be one of them
Rainbow lovin' boys who chose to live in sin
I'm not sayin' this because I'm proud
I never came out

[Bridge]
I don't think it matters
To anybody else
But I do think that it's important
That you embrace the fullness of yourself
And I am learning all the ways I let misogyny
Suppress the femininity inside of me
It's pretty sad
But then again, all that feminine energy is still inside of me
[Verse]
I never came out
Didn't think that it mattered now
That I was married, and settled down
I never came out
But I have found sexuality
Isn't just who you kiss
It's a part of your unique identity

[Chorus]
I didn't have language for the way I felt
Been taught since I was born to other everybody else
And if I was one of me I couldn't be one of them
Rainbow lovin' boys who chose to live in sin
I'm not sayin' this because I'm proud
I never came out