[Lyric] I Sat with Jesus (Shawna Fattahi)

I’ve got a pretty bad memory
Years fade like a forgotten dream
But you’re still picture perfect in my mind
I don’t know why
I can’t shake the sound of your voice
My heart breaks cuz you had a choice
To fight for me
To fight for us
Why didn’t you try
Why did you give up

I sat with Jesus
Told him I’m bitter
He sang me a song
He said Shawna remember
You’re all only human
I know it’s confusing
But don’t forget grace
The kind that I gave to you

Tears fall
As I remember my
Savior understands every time
There’s no pain he can’t feel
He gives me time to heal
And I can finally breathe again
I’m through with questioning
The what ifs that never got answered
Slowly I’m learning how to surrender

I sat with Jesus
Told him I’m bitter
He sang me a song
He said Shawna remember
You’re all only human
I know it’s confusing
But don’t forget grace
The kind that I gave to you
So soften your heart..soften your heart
Don’t forget grace
The kind that I gave to you

Pastel skies fade to grey
You couldn’t wait to walk away
You gave your best apology
You said the right words
You did the right things
But I’m bitter
Yeah I’m looking for some silver lining
But I’m caught in my anger
It’s blinding
God I’m trying to draw close to your heart
But I’m so far
I sat with Jesus
Told him I’m bitter
He sang me a song
He said Shawna remember
You’re all only human
I know it’s confusing
But don’t forget grace
The kind that I gave to you