[Lyric] I think about you when it rains sometimes (The Tuba Room)

Why am I scared to confront my past?
I feel it slowly creeping up behind me
It’s teeth sink into my back
It’s suddenly all over me

Every single damn thing feels the same
I’m walking down the street
Putting on headphones to escape
Your favorite song on repeat
If nothing comes of this day
I guess I’ll waste away

Looking at the spot you used to rest your head
My hand twitching missing the comfort
My mom told me to leave it all in my past
As the past is taking over me

Because you’re not any more
Gone then the idea of home
Ive always had sincе I was
Little boy singing songs at the park
Hoping one day I wouldn’t havе to sing them alone
As I tire myself out
Missing all of the little details
You’re crying but it doesn’t count
I’m finding myself out, learning what it means to be fine by myself

The nightmare wakes you up in your shared bed
The demons crawling out of your head

But I know that he won’t think about himself
He’ll hold you close until you both pass out

Because he knows that you are everything to him
The love bond that lies, stronger than kin

I hope that you won’t notice when let’s go
I hope he doesn’t let go
I hope he doesn’t let go
And I hope he doesn’t let go