Verse 1:
I wanna feel above but I feel so below
Like I wanna feel love but I feel so alone
I wanna feel right but I feel so wrong
Like I wanna feel here but I feel so gone
I don’t understand
Iv been in the hell where the flames flew high
With a blunt in my mouth an a demon by my side
With Michael tatted on me so you know I’m down to fight
This is how I live push an bleed thru the pain
With the things that I seen I’ll never be the same
There’s people that iv lost that’s never gone change
This blunts for my ease just smokin thru the pain
Wet concrete to stone idk if I can change
But I’m done counting change just ta get thru the day
Going thru my moods talkin to god why I pray
Corroded by my sin I just need washed away
Hook:
I just wanna feel ya I don’t know what’s real yet I just took a hit now I’m gone
I just took a hit to help somebody but they will probably tell me I’m all wrong
I just want to help when I can’t help myself before i can’t help at all
When I’m in this hell I think to my self I can’t wait till I evolve
Evolve from this pain that I’m going thru man I swear to god I’m gonna make a change
Change up how I’m looking at everything an everyday man I can’t hesitate
Hesitant on my influence so I turn on music to help me meditate
Meditation my new medication I use it to Push everything away
Verse 2:
Ta push it all away is the hardest part of pain
Gotta watch what I say cuz they don’t understand
Gotta keep a certain phase cuz I don’t fit in
In a world full of hate I just want to love again
So tell me what it mean when I feel like this
An aye I won’t quit
Pop a couple beans ta heal my illness
An aye I got spent
Have you ever felt like you where down in a hole like so far down that your froze
An they throw you a rope but you can’t move your arms so you don’t know what to do
Start to panic out why your screaming loud Like why the fuck can’t I move
Praying up to heaven that you get dthawed before you get buried to
That’s how I’m feeling on my daily
Gotta find a way dear lord can you save me
Been fed ever since I started as a baby
And everything I do everyone wants to hate me
Then they sit an wonder why I’ma mental case
Then they sit an wonder why I’m about to break
You see my Dilemma ya I face it everyday
Im sparkin up this blunt just to try to get away
Hook:
I just wanna feel ya I don’t know what’s real yet I just took a hit now I’m gone
I just took a hit to help somebody but they will probably tell me I’m all wrong
I just want to help when I can’t help my self before i can’t help at all
When I’m in this hell I think to myself I can’t wait till I evolve
Evolve from this pain that I’m going thru man I swear to god I’m gonna make a change
Change up how I’m looking at everything an everyday man I can’t hesitate
Hesitant on my influence so I turn on music to help me meditate
Meditation my new medication I use it to Push everything away
I wanna feel above but I feel so below
Like I wanna feel love but I feel so alone
I wanna feel right but I feel so wrong
Like I wanna feel here but I feel so gone
I don’t understand
Iv been in the hell where the flames flew high
With a blunt in my mouth an a demon by my side
With Michael tatted on me so you know I’m down to fight
This is how I live push an bleed thru the pain
With the things that I seen I’ll never be the same
There’s people that iv lost that’s never gone change
This blunts for my ease just smokin thru the pain
Wet concrete to stone idk if I can change
But I’m done counting change just ta get thru the day
Going thru my moods talkin to god why I pray
Corroded by my sin I just need washed away
Hook:
I just wanna feel ya I don’t know what’s real yet I just took a hit now I’m gone
I just took a hit to help somebody but they will probably tell me I’m all wrong
I just want to help when I can’t help myself before i can’t help at all
When I’m in this hell I think to my self I can’t wait till I evolve
Evolve from this pain that I’m going thru man I swear to god I’m gonna make a change
Change up how I’m looking at everything an everyday man I can’t hesitate
Hesitant on my influence so I turn on music to help me meditate
Meditation my new medication I use it to Push everything away
Verse 2:
Ta push it all away is the hardest part of pain
Gotta watch what I say cuz they don’t understand
Gotta keep a certain phase cuz I don’t fit in
In a world full of hate I just want to love again
So tell me what it mean when I feel like this
An aye I won’t quit
Pop a couple beans ta heal my illness
An aye I got spent
Have you ever felt like you where down in a hole like so far down that your froze
An they throw you a rope but you can’t move your arms so you don’t know what to do
Start to panic out why your screaming loud Like why the fuck can’t I move
Praying up to heaven that you get dthawed before you get buried to
That’s how I’m feeling on my daily
Gotta find a way dear lord can you save me
Been fed ever since I started as a baby
And everything I do everyone wants to hate me
Then they sit an wonder why I’ma mental case
Then they sit an wonder why I’m about to break
You see my Dilemma ya I face it everyday
Im sparkin up this blunt just to try to get away
Hook:
I just wanna feel ya I don’t know what’s real yet I just took a hit now I’m gone
I just took a hit to help somebody but they will probably tell me I’m all wrong
I just want to help when I can’t help my self before i can’t help at all
When I’m in this hell I think to myself I can’t wait till I evolve
Evolve from this pain that I’m going thru man I swear to god I’m gonna make a change
Change up how I’m looking at everything an everyday man I can’t hesitate
Hesitant on my influence so I turn on music to help me meditate
Meditation my new medication I use it to Push everything away
( Agrizzy )
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