[Lyric] I want to change (Purpprxmi)

Hook:
God knows I want to change
I don't wanna be the same
I don't wanna be this way
I been acting strange
I promise that I want to change
I don't think that I'll deserve the fame
I don't wanna be the same
It starts to haunt my brain
Sometimes I rather mess up my life instead
I made so many mistakes don't know how I'm not dead
I'm thinking to myself while I'm lying in bed
How much worse could it really get
Sometimes I rather mess up my life instead
I done the unforgivable I think hell's my kismet
How much worse could it really get
How much worse could it really get

Verse:
At the end of the day
I think I'll turn out okay, ay
No more feelings in my heart they're all gone
Hook:
God knows I want to change
I don't wanna be the same
I don't wanna be this way
I been acting strange
I promise that I want to change
I don't think that I'll deserve the fame
I don't wanna be the same
It starts to haunt my brain
Sometimes I rather mess up my life instead
I made so many mistakes don't know how I'm not dead
I'm thinking to myself while I'm lying in bed
How much worse could it really get
Sometimes I rather mess up my life instead
I done the unforgivable I think hell's my kismet
How much worse could it really get
How much worse could it really get