[Lyric] Id like to pretend (Riley Queer)

I feel so funny
I feel deranged
Lanky arms
It's kinda strange
I like your face
Do you wanna trade
Never mind it's fine [?]

Seasons change
I guess I don't need a reason
To pull away
'Cause I'm hanging by the end of a string
Indecision
It's in my name
Accept defeat
It's all the same
I'm still a freak
Am I to blame
Can't find the time just to switch my [?]

All these bells that don't seem to ring
So how can I deny
Dead birds with a third wing
And all I do is ask why
Seasons change
I guess I don't need a reason
To pull away
'Cause I'm hanging by the end of a string
All I ever wanted was to be someone else
It's like I'm being haunted just to live inside myself
All I ever wanted was to be someone else
It's like I'm being haunted just to live inside myself

One day I wish to be someone else
Then then and only then will I be happy
To be able to look into their eyes and say that's mine

All I ever wanted was to be someone else
It's like I'm being haunted just to live inside myself
All I ever wanted was to be someone else
It's like I'm being haunted just to live inside myself