[Lyric] If I Kept Track of My Mind (Memorial Television)

[Verse 1]
From the moment that I wake up
To the second I get home
I'm so afraid of what you'll say (Say)
You don't have the slightest clue
Of all the things I feel responsible for
And all the things I have to do
I'm so afraid
I can't think in the normal way

[Chorus]
Oh, imagine what it would be like
Oh, if I kept track of my mind

[Verse 2]
Sun is rising and I feel I'm going to explode
I guarantee you no one else feels the same, though
The water runs right by me
Am I willing to get in?

[Chorus]
Oh, imagine what it would be like
Oh, if I kept track of my mind
Oh, imagine what it would be like
Oh, if I kept track of my mind
[Verse 3]
When I got back, I took a look in the mirror
It's no one else's fault
There's no one here to blame
All my friends say, "It feels different"