[Lyric] If Only You Knew (Belle Morte)

It seems so many days I’ve been haunting you
But ignoring me is what you always do
If you could abuse me, if you could refuse me
This would be much better than denial
But you look right through me, like you never knew me
Like you never were a friend of mine

If only you could know how many times you had ignored me
If only you could know how many tears I’ve cried for you
If only you knew
If only you cared
But who am I to make you see me finally?

Maybe greater pain stops this agony
Maybe if I bleed you would notice me
If you could abuse me, if you could rеfuse me
This would be much bеtter than denial
But you look right through me, like you never knew me
Like you never were a friend of mine