[Lyric] If this was my Last Night (Chris Nerger)

If this my last night
If this my last light
If this my last sight

But let me tell you bout this last night
Let me tell you bout this last life
Yea its the path right? Its a fast life, but if you last right, then you last the whole night
Pass the old light, to the new life, where the rules right, and the school life, is cool life
A full life a old life, a new life, the right sights, the right souls, the right rights
And the wring, songs, and the wrongs go right, and the knife fight, with death
Nothing less, then the end of your next breath, thе edge you ride, thе ledge you died
And fell into life, a feel into life, a seal unto life, and a zeal you couldn’t swipe
Just mass appeal, and massive heights, but no fear of wooden deer in highlights
On dark nights, just sparks light the hearts sights, the hearts voice
Its part choice and part noise, but the path led, to where the last dead, just the first cries
Of a baby meeting the world through new eyes, and learning bout the new Is, I am, and how I can
And how I can’t, well let me recant, not can’t, more like shouldn’t, or wouldn’t if you knew
But if you knew, what I knew, you wouldn’t be you, and I wouldn’t be me, its a path to see
A way to be, together instead of solo and only and lonely with the powers of a god but alone
And need a friend who wouldn’t just be a loan, but rock, and a part of the earth
With the worth of my own soul, with the same goal as me
To live with freedom and foresight to set a course right to harmony, to melody, to develop me
And turn exactly into who we be, man it just feels so true to me, but who would be if I wasn’t
If I left all of a sudden
If this (was) my last night
If this my last light
If this my last sight

Let me tell you bout this last night, this past right? If happened, it happens
These patterns of action these facts of attraction, just ask if you asking, same task
Sipping out the same flask, from the same cask, peeping behind the same mask

If it was my last night, I do the same shit, the same-ish, eat the same dish, my name chris, may name risk
My name tisk, tisk don’t ask my name, but I probably came, it’ll probably rain, its problems man
But I solve em man, but I saw a man, who looked like me, but like if I was OG, If I just ODed, on source like obi kenobies sword
Blue light set a course long and sure, this song the cure, of all I endured, all I lured, and cursed the word, my worst, absurd
My thirst is to be heard, to be understood, to be loved for all I withstood, and all I withheld, all of my good, and all of my hell
All of my show and all of my tell, I wanted to be god, but only I fell, I knew I was odd, but even still, I’m even still
Its heaven’s will and heavens thrill, heavens deal and heavens meal. The same ashes heal, the same fires kill
The flames brighter still, burning away all that isn’t real

If this (was) my last night
If this my last light
If this my last sight

I would fly I would fly I would never die, and never cry again, I fly around and fill my lungs, and feel my tongue
Singing a son,g that’s never been sung, ringing a bell, that’s never been rung, painting a scene, that’s never been hung
Bursting with seeds, im already young, cursed to succeed I’m already one
Already one, already sun, already night already light
If this (was) my last night
If this my last light
If this my last sight

I'm a star, Im a star, engulfed in darkness, you are the brightness, you are the light
Your a star, you’re a star, engulfed in darkness, you are the brightness, you are the light