[Lyric] Ifhy (Ruqweller)

Is it now how you want things to be
Can't fucking get rid of this tragedy
I don't get it, why you playin
Tell me, in this world, what was i given

You know i never wanted things to be like this
I don't fucking get it when you never reminisce
I don't wanna be the one to put it like this
But girl i fucking hate you, why you exist

So many nights im feeling alone
I don't why i'm still checking my phone
Like i worth a fucking shit to you girl
Not too many days till im fucking thrown

Keep going like its worth a fucking shit
I don't even know if i can still make it
Breakdown at night in a fucking minute
Pillow wet with tears, lost my spirit

I gave you everything and it still wasn't enough
It was never еnough
You made me feel like i was nothing
I knеw it was toxic
I knew it wasn't right
But no matter how bad things got
I couldn't help but try
Keep changing for you in a minute
Left everything and i didn't fear nothing
You know i was hurt but i kept on going
I wanted to make you feel you worth it

You know i never wanted things to be like this
I don't fucking get it when you never reminisce
I don't wanna be the one to put it like this
But girl i fucking hate you, why you exist

So many nights im feeling alone
I don't why i'm still checking my phone
Like i worth a fucking shit to you girl
Not too many days till im fucking thrown

Keep going like its worth a fucking shit
I don't even know if i can still make it
Breakdown at night in a fucking minute
Pillow wet with tears, lost my spirit