[Lyric] Ill be okay (Kxmcxle)

I gotta get gone, i gotta get outta this town, im so tired of feelin alone
Nobody gets me im close to age 20 im 2 years away i should be actin grown
But i got problems my head always tellin me that ill be dead so i stay in my home
I hope theres no clone of me
I dont want no one to suffer the way that i do methadone
Is one of the reasons i weigh only one hundred and 18 pounds
And im standin 6 feet from the ground
And i talked to my doctor i should be 150 them xans almost put me straight under the ground
They were laced with the methodone
That i just mentioned before
And the extacy had me all wrong
They laced that with speed had me out in the rain on my knees wasn't breathin good shout out to cole
And to god, cause they were the only ones there for me that day im done with yall sayin im fraud
I didn’t have shit growin up that yall had just be glad that you wasn't in my shoes to walk
And i didn't walk ive been runnin from demons my whole life and ive almost crumbled like chalk
If u speakin on me without knowin my life take this advice and go and just get off my cock
Ive been runnin my whole life and im so tired i just wanna be okay
Ive been battlin all of these demons for too long i want them to fuck off and flee away
Let me be okay
Ive been runnin ill be okay
One day ima be okay
I can see a way
I can get out of all this bullshit and be okay