[Lyric] Ill tell you the 6th one tomorrow (Tay Lyon)

Thoughts running through my mind all day long..
I try to escape, they haunting me and I feel like I don't belong//
Who knew that the happiest soul could also be filled with so much rage..
I take a pen and pour my heart all over the page, but I still feel like my mind and heart are not on the same page//
I'm trapped in a cage, with such thoughts at my age..
I thought I'm done but my past still lives in my mind rent free, who could I be?? I ask...
Outside of this whole thing I always smile, I put on a mask, it seems like an easy task but every night i got tears all over my desk//

Ohhhh Lord help me I cry to you
Kneeling next to my bed I pour my feelings right unto you...
The only thing that keeps me sane is the saying "Your family will be seen through you"
I'm a mirror, reflecting the teachings of the older ones but what if I fail??
What if the sorrow gets to me and I become weak and frail??
I wish I could write to him and send him a mail, or be swallowed and stay away for a while like Jonas inside the whale//
It's cool though these questions and feelings will always prevail