[Lyric] Im Attached (stippling)

[Verse 1]
Who knew I could feel less alive?
It's how I look with less hair, how I sleep all the time
And now I don't care, even though I might try
It's never been more apparent by the look in my eyes

[Verse 2]
And then my skin's turned gray, my pupils shut out the light
The color's gone from from my head, I only see black and white
And it's the way I miss you, though I see you all the time
The way I say I don't care, and hope you notice that I'm lying

[Pre-Chorus]
Hope you notice that I'm lying
Hope you notice that I'm lying
Hope you notice that I'm lying
Hope you notice that

[Chorus]
I'm not scared
I'm not scared
I'm not lying to myself
I'm not lying to myself
I'm so scared
I'm so scared
I know I've been lying to myself
I've been lying to myself
[Outro]
I never thought that I'd be this fucked up, growing up
I never thought that I'd be this fucked up, growing up