[Lyric] Im Cold / garden in the sky (Glass Heart)

[Verse 1]
Phone call at 11 pm
You were drunk and you wrecked your car
You were crying
I had to drug you to sleep
These days, I'm feeling so disposable
No way to cry out for help
Can anybody even hear me anyway?
I'm so tired
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't know how to to be without you
But I know I have got to go and find my own way

[Interlude]
All alone
I'm stuck at home
Where you at?
Pick up the phone

[Refrain]
Cause I got lost in my head again
From day, daydreaming
About you I confess
That I'm a mess
From the inside out
And I'll never wake up
Until I hit the ground
[Pre-Chorus]
But I haven't fallen yet
And I don't want to play pretend
Will you ever forget me
Or am I here for eternity

[Chorus]
And I don't want to let you go
You slide through my fingers every time
I close my eyes without you here
I fall deeper until I disappear
And I, I gotta let you know
You save me, you save me every time
I close my eyes without you here
You pull me back until I reappear

[Post-Chorus]
I'm running from the inside out

[Verse 2]
My brain is filled with maggots
They whisper to me in my sleep
Oh dear, what will you do now?
I wish I could give them a fucking answer
But I don't know anything other than I'm tired
Of the repetition, I won't do this
I can take this on my own
It's been enough, I need my growth
Find my garden in the sky, and I'll go
I'll go
I'll go, I'll go
[Breakdown]
Falling faster
I'll break and I'll shatter
It's alright, don't fake it
I know with you I'll make it
Falling faster
I'll break and I'll shatter
It's alright, don't fake it (it's been enough, I need my growth)
I know with you I'll make it (find my garden in the sky, and I'll go)
Falling faster (cause I got lost in my head again)
I'll break and I'll shatter (from day, daydreaming about you)
It's alright, don't fake it (it's been enough, I need my growth)
I know with you I'll make it (find my garden in the sky, and I'll go)
Falling faster (and I don't wanna let you go)
I'll break and I'll shatter (you slide through my fingers every time)
It's alright, don't fake it (it's been enough, I need my growth)
I know with you I'll make it (find my garden in the sky, and I'll go)
Falling faster (and I, I gotta let you know)
I'll break and I'll shatter (you save me, you save me every time)
It's alright, don't fake it (it's been enough, I need my growth)
I know with you I'll make it (find my garden in the sky, and I'll go)

[Outro]
I can't take this on my own
It's been enough, I need my growth
Find my garden in the sky, and I'll go