[Lyric] Im Fine Okay? (Marlene (CA))

What it something i said?
Something i didn't do?
Something i broke?
Im sitting here missing you

I’m one shot in and I'm feeling fine
My momma always told me not to waste my time

Was it something i kept?
Something i always do?
Is it just how i cope?
That numb me from feeling you?

Im three drinks in and im feeling fine
My momma always told me not to waste my time

Not to waste my love
On things that went away
So called friends slipped some vodka in my lemonade

Im five drinks in and these strings are tight
Poppas gone to heaven left the shit he loved behind
But still i waste my timе
On things that go away
Self contained
Put my walls up just suffocate

I'm spilling drinks, but i swеar im fine
Buy some girl a beer here just to waste some time..

And still i waste my time
On things that numb the pain
And build my house at the center of a hurricane

I’m mixing drinks but i feel just fine
Sabotaging feelings just to break what's mine just to break..

Was it something i kept?
Something i always do?
Is it just how you cope?
That keep me from loving you?
That keeps still loving you
Keeps me still loving you