[Lyric] Im Trying to not (Z From Nowhere)

I fallin down
To here
A place where I come back to think

I tried to not
To Believe
But why is everything so real to me

I really try
Believe
But why the weirdness that came to me

I trying not to believe
Cause I always think I fail again

And I try to not believe
The all negative things that come to me

Cause I trying a lot
To keep
So I can back on the track
But mamma said
Its a trial
A trial for me to be a real man

Far, far this town
For real
I really wanna meet another me

Oh why
This is world
Is surreal
I think the world isn't a safe place
Again