In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
If I died tomorrow, would you even notice?
Would you be crying at my casket, watching as they close it?
Or would you show fake love, standing at my grave, posing?
Just to take a photo with it so you can post it?
Would you come around to comfort my mother?
Who just lost one man in her life, now she lost another
Would you help her through the steps of grief that she will suffer?
Or will you dеcide to leave aftеr you hear the camera shutter?
Talking bout how much you loved me as they lower me down
To my final resting place, why can't you say that now?
While I'm still alive and breathing, with both feet on the ground
And when I'm screaming for help, you're nowhere to be found
In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
I've been through so many nights of broken sleep, it's hard to keep count
I can feel the very essence of my soul, it's tryna seep out
Cuz it's been barricaded
My very spirit's been jaded
By settling for complacency
Everyone thinks that they're saving me
While I pour a drink brazenly
Cuz I don't care at this point
You can pass me the joint
Show an empty mind so they can see
Lately I seem to pour the shots bigger
I'd rather kill my self that way, cuz I can't pull the trigger
My mind is full of twisted thoughts, my body full of liquor
Feels like I'm riddled with holes but I still act like a sinner?
Time is moving quickly, but nothing seems to change
I wanna open up my book of life, burn every page
It's weird cuz I say that I trip to try resist the pain
But deep down I'm hoping that it takes me out like Tryptophan
In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
I hate feeling broken, I hate how I'm coping
I'm say I'm fine as I'm flanked by all these bottles opened
I speak with no emotion, cuz my spirit's been crushed
Every dream of me up on a sold out stage is dust
Cuz that's my Endgame, but I've been snapped by the gems of Infinity
I just hope that I die with dignity
I'm watching all my hopes and dreams going up in flames
Cuz now I'm just another soul who couldn't break his chains
In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
But I know, it'll be alright
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
If I died tomorrow, would you even notice?
Would you be crying at my casket, watching as they close it?
Or would you show fake love, standing at my grave, posing?
Just to take a photo with it so you can post it?
Would you come around to comfort my mother?
Who just lost one man in her life, now she lost another
Would you help her through the steps of grief that she will suffer?
Or will you dеcide to leave aftеr you hear the camera shutter?
Talking bout how much you loved me as they lower me down
To my final resting place, why can't you say that now?
While I'm still alive and breathing, with both feet on the ground
And when I'm screaming for help, you're nowhere to be found
In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
I've been through so many nights of broken sleep, it's hard to keep count
I can feel the very essence of my soul, it's tryna seep out
Cuz it's been barricaded
My very spirit's been jaded
By settling for complacency
Everyone thinks that they're saving me
While I pour a drink brazenly
Cuz I don't care at this point
You can pass me the joint
Show an empty mind so they can see
Lately I seem to pour the shots bigger
I'd rather kill my self that way, cuz I can't pull the trigger
My mind is full of twisted thoughts, my body full of liquor
Feels like I'm riddled with holes but I still act like a sinner?
Time is moving quickly, but nothing seems to change
I wanna open up my book of life, burn every page
It's weird cuz I say that I trip to try resist the pain
But deep down I'm hoping that it takes me out like Tryptophan
In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
I hate feeling broken, I hate how I'm coping
I'm say I'm fine as I'm flanked by all these bottles opened
I speak with no emotion, cuz my spirit's been crushed
Every dream of me up on a sold out stage is dust
Cuz that's my Endgame, but I've been snapped by the gems of Infinity
I just hope that I die with dignity
I'm watching all my hopes and dreams going up in flames
Cuz now I'm just another soul who couldn't break his chains
In these 4 walls, I've slept through my darkest nights
In these 4 walls, I've fought through my hardest fights
In these 4 walls, I thought I'd never make it out alive
But I know, it'll be alright
But I know, it'll be alright
( AHnonymous )
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