It's the beginning I've been sinning I've been hiding from the light
Living at the limit I've been biding borrowed time
Struggled with his troubles 'til he couldn't keep it up
Knew they'd see the truth they're seeing through him seen enough
It toughened him up, stuck with it, rugged 'til the summit 'til they love it give up
They couldn't stomach his stuff, they couldn't cover it up, they couldn't suffer alone
He seen them come to make peace, they seen him come for the throne
So sit low and just breathe, take it slow it's just me
Let it go it's all done, you were always upbeat
'Til the voices took hold, 'til the demons broke free
No of course I didn't know, how come you never told me?
The old me's dead, fuck what old me said
Fuck with no leeway, fuck it up? See red
Luck is up, plead beg, never trust what he says
Never was a role model, never would I please them
And never would I bleed red, it's blackened through my veins
And I've been racking through my brains just tryna find someone to blame
'Cause I've been tryna numb the pain, it's still the same it still won't stop
Disappointment's all I see my expectations still won't drop
The limitations still the top, this isn't rap, they lock in his fate
They're flocking to hate, they spark a debate
It's not a debate it's not up for discussion
And now they're pushing 'cause it wasn't, was it? And they said it doesn't, does it?
Push the buttons? Fuck the fussing, senses I've got half a dozen
Know that if I stumbled on a spike they'd say I had it coming
Know that if I break my silence violence will ensue
I'm the best and if not? Then I'm lying til it's true
Til the tomb, from the womb, coming soon, come and help
You need to get a fucking grip, put that shit, on the shelf
How'd you live with yourself? How did it come to this?
Others were too afraid, I took the risk
Living at the limit I've been biding borrowed time
Struggled with his troubles 'til he couldn't keep it up
Knew they'd see the truth they're seeing through him seen enough
It toughened him up, stuck with it, rugged 'til the summit 'til they love it give up
They couldn't stomach his stuff, they couldn't cover it up, they couldn't suffer alone
He seen them come to make peace, they seen him come for the throne
So sit low and just breathe, take it slow it's just me
Let it go it's all done, you were always upbeat
'Til the voices took hold, 'til the demons broke free
No of course I didn't know, how come you never told me?
The old me's dead, fuck what old me said
Fuck with no leeway, fuck it up? See red
Luck is up, plead beg, never trust what he says
Never was a role model, never would I please them
And never would I bleed red, it's blackened through my veins
And I've been racking through my brains just tryna find someone to blame
'Cause I've been tryna numb the pain, it's still the same it still won't stop
Disappointment's all I see my expectations still won't drop
The limitations still the top, this isn't rap, they lock in his fate
They're flocking to hate, they spark a debate
It's not a debate it's not up for discussion
And now they're pushing 'cause it wasn't, was it? And they said it doesn't, does it?
Push the buttons? Fuck the fussing, senses I've got half a dozen
Know that if I stumbled on a spike they'd say I had it coming
Know that if I break my silence violence will ensue
I'm the best and if not? Then I'm lying til it's true
Til the tomb, from the womb, coming soon, come and help
You need to get a fucking grip, put that shit, on the shelf
How'd you live with yourself? How did it come to this?
Others were too afraid, I took the risk
( Jack Bashful )
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