[Lyric] Infinity Guitars (Ruud Kahn)

[Poem 1]
Something is haunting me, something is haunting me
I can't live, when I can't see
I'm too weak, I can't breathe
I don't sleep, something is wrong with me
These thoughts will someday drown me, go ahead drown me
End this misery, otherwise it carry on till infinity
Til infinity, til infinity
I have trouble being myself
I don't know who I really am
I hate my body, I hate myself
I need to change, I need to become a teenage girl
Then I'm going to be happy
I can't stand being chained down by everything
These boxes are mеant to destroy you
Be this, be that, you havе to do this do that
Can I ask why? Why are you killing me
Your expectations do nothing but scar me
I feel like a damn zombie
With no emotions, I'm a nobody
You will be fine, that's what they told me
These people don't know anything about me
Why are they called my friends and family
Can you not see something is wrong with me
I need help, this is insanity
But while I scream at full capacity
No one is there to listen after me
I'm going to find the key
And unlock these heavy chains that are weighing down on me
I can't stand this anymore
I'm gonna break free