Intro:
The realest song I ever wrote
The truest words I ever spoke
Yo
Through my growing pains
Verse 1:
I was a growing pain in the arse with a growing pain in my heart
In drama class I was always playing a part
And the thing that set me apart from everyone else
Was that I tried so hard for everyone else
Mostly socially inept, insecure and slightly retarded
Most people had grown up around me, I hadn't even started
My GCSEs werе a horrible experiеnce
And I was still delirious when Dad had departed
When you refuse to realize that people find you repulsive
You soon learn the hard way and in your mind, all the closeness -
You ever felt soon begins to evaporate
Too little too late, it'll just have to wait
And when you suffer a loss, it's the final nail in the coffin
I feel the pain to this day and I blame myself often
It's as though we've split apart and gone our separate ways
But still I pray for your health and that you'll find better days
Chorus:
Til infinity - after everything we've been through
I promise that I'm gonna make it up to you
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
I'll be paying you back as I'm laying this track
Til infinity - I hope what I used to be like
Ain't still what you think I'm like in the back of your mind
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
Verse 2:
I had an opportunity in higher education
To make something good of my life before the final destination
Along the way I fell in love, a deer in the headlights
So preoccupied with love I forgot what true love felt like
I'd have done anything for her, make no mistake about it
But my mistake about it was I left my mates out of it
And I dove in too deep to the point I nearly drowned
I feel like I've Iet people down and can't reach higher ground
My brain hurts and my heart bleeds, a haemorrhagic aneurysm
Because of my general mannerisms
I bunny hopped across too many lines I know I should have toed
I wouldn't blame you one bit if you had told me where to go
But I'll remember you though for the rest of my life
And though we had a shaky ride, we still had amazing times
And I pray you're living larger in a happier vicinity
And the opinions you have of me aren't all finicky
Chorus:
Til infinity - after everything we've been through
I promise that I'm gonna make it up to you
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
I'll be paying you back as I'm laying this track
Til infinity - I hope what I used to be like
Ain't still what you think I'm like in the back of your mind
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
Verse 3:
My life's a constant state of character development
Where someone gets treated cruelly or put down like an elephant
So I built a circle around myself stronger than Everglade
And spat more bars than most man would ever raise
But I'm still trying to figure out the man I wanna be
So I wanna start off on the right path with an apology
Under this thick exterior is manic hysteria
I panic, I get frantic and I feel inferior
Part of becoming a man is owning up to those occasions
Where you could have acted different and been part of the equation
There's a new PanthaDogg in town, the old one's dead
I have to learn to cope with my regrets like Hov once said
I guess along the way I forgot to keep it 100
And dug too many holes till I was nearly 50 foot under
I can't change who I was, but I've changed who I can be
When you fall, the only way is back up on your damn feet!
Chorus:
Til infinity - after everything we've been through
I promise that I'm gonna make it up to you
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
I'll be paying you back as I'm laying this track
Til infinity - I hope what I used to be like
Ain't still what you think I'm like in the back of your mind
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
You fucked up, Owen
Outro:
Scratching away the surface
To find something new and different underneath
Rewinding the tape
Oi
The realest song I ever wrote
The truest words I ever spoke
Yo
Through my growing pains
Verse 1:
I was a growing pain in the arse with a growing pain in my heart
In drama class I was always playing a part
And the thing that set me apart from everyone else
Was that I tried so hard for everyone else
Mostly socially inept, insecure and slightly retarded
Most people had grown up around me, I hadn't even started
My GCSEs werе a horrible experiеnce
And I was still delirious when Dad had departed
When you refuse to realize that people find you repulsive
You soon learn the hard way and in your mind, all the closeness -
You ever felt soon begins to evaporate
Too little too late, it'll just have to wait
And when you suffer a loss, it's the final nail in the coffin
I feel the pain to this day and I blame myself often
It's as though we've split apart and gone our separate ways
But still I pray for your health and that you'll find better days
Chorus:
Til infinity - after everything we've been through
I promise that I'm gonna make it up to you
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
I'll be paying you back as I'm laying this track
Til infinity - I hope what I used to be like
Ain't still what you think I'm like in the back of your mind
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
Verse 2:
I had an opportunity in higher education
To make something good of my life before the final destination
Along the way I fell in love, a deer in the headlights
So preoccupied with love I forgot what true love felt like
I'd have done anything for her, make no mistake about it
But my mistake about it was I left my mates out of it
And I dove in too deep to the point I nearly drowned
I feel like I've Iet people down and can't reach higher ground
My brain hurts and my heart bleeds, a haemorrhagic aneurysm
Because of my general mannerisms
I bunny hopped across too many lines I know I should have toed
I wouldn't blame you one bit if you had told me where to go
But I'll remember you though for the rest of my life
And though we had a shaky ride, we still had amazing times
And I pray you're living larger in a happier vicinity
And the opinions you have of me aren't all finicky
Chorus:
Til infinity - after everything we've been through
I promise that I'm gonna make it up to you
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
I'll be paying you back as I'm laying this track
Til infinity - I hope what I used to be like
Ain't still what you think I'm like in the back of your mind
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
Verse 3:
My life's a constant state of character development
Where someone gets treated cruelly or put down like an elephant
So I built a circle around myself stronger than Everglade
And spat more bars than most man would ever raise
But I'm still trying to figure out the man I wanna be
So I wanna start off on the right path with an apology
Under this thick exterior is manic hysteria
I panic, I get frantic and I feel inferior
Part of becoming a man is owning up to those occasions
Where you could have acted different and been part of the equation
There's a new PanthaDogg in town, the old one's dead
I have to learn to cope with my regrets like Hov once said
I guess along the way I forgot to keep it 100
And dug too many holes till I was nearly 50 foot under
I can't change who I was, but I've changed who I can be
When you fall, the only way is back up on your damn feet!
Chorus:
Til infinity - after everything we've been through
I promise that I'm gonna make it up to you
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
I'll be paying you back as I'm laying this track
Til infinity - I hope what I used to be like
Ain't still what you think I'm like in the back of your mind
Til infinity - and beyond forevermore
The list keeps growing, the pain keeps showing
You fucked up, Owen
Outro:
Scratching away the surface
To find something new and different underneath
Rewinding the tape
Oi
( PanthaDogg )
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