[Verse 1:]
Losin' control of my senses, yet I'm still in this
Runnin' out of time, but I'm use to this shit
Love for my chinese zodiac, I take pride who I am
Like Po the panda, I'm the dragon warrior, ha, damn
Usin' my inner chi, to warm myself through the winter
Tryin' to not pick fights, tryin' to find my inner center
My temper is easy triggered, niggas keepin' me tensed
Haunted by my past, wonderin' how much longer can I endure this
Filled with darkness, yet I enjoy it, so much confusin' shit
It resonates within my soul, goddamn life is such a bitch
Still like to be left alone, cause I can think clearly
Twistin' my hair up cause of anxiety, its just me
[Chorus:]
Bein' on the search for years, but still no luck
Strugglin' to accept society, "I'm like what the fuck"
Does peace really exist, my heart beatin' cause of the pain
Can't seem to calm myself, cause I'm clouded with fear that triggers the rain
Freedom of speech, is the right I'm usin' until my time is up
Cause no matter what, I will no longer be stuck
Epidemic, pandemic, will not get the best of me
For years, and countin', I'm still searchin' for inner peace
[Verse 2:]
Convinced myself it would be better to be dead, then deal with this
Cause my hope for the future, is always gonna be limited
Racism, hatred, and the optimism will always thrive
Niggas fallin' for the trap, and constantly losin' their lives
I rather go out strong, with my dream bein' fulfilled
Its not an option, cause one day I will be killed
Meetin' a girl, settlin' down, and startin' a family
My music shit, will leave them with possibilities
If I end up bein' alone, then I will embrace it
Cause karma has ways of makin' you look back at it
Lost someone I loved, but I took her to the heartbreak hotel
From here on, I will always wish she's doin' well
Losin' control of my senses, yet I'm still in this
Runnin' out of time, but I'm use to this shit
Love for my chinese zodiac, I take pride who I am
Like Po the panda, I'm the dragon warrior, ha, damn
Usin' my inner chi, to warm myself through the winter
Tryin' to not pick fights, tryin' to find my inner center
My temper is easy triggered, niggas keepin' me tensed
Haunted by my past, wonderin' how much longer can I endure this
Filled with darkness, yet I enjoy it, so much confusin' shit
It resonates within my soul, goddamn life is such a bitch
Still like to be left alone, cause I can think clearly
Twistin' my hair up cause of anxiety, its just me
[Chorus:]
Bein' on the search for years, but still no luck
Strugglin' to accept society, "I'm like what the fuck"
Does peace really exist, my heart beatin' cause of the pain
Can't seem to calm myself, cause I'm clouded with fear that triggers the rain
Freedom of speech, is the right I'm usin' until my time is up
Cause no matter what, I will no longer be stuck
Epidemic, pandemic, will not get the best of me
For years, and countin', I'm still searchin' for inner peace
[Verse 2:]
Convinced myself it would be better to be dead, then deal with this
Cause my hope for the future, is always gonna be limited
Racism, hatred, and the optimism will always thrive
Niggas fallin' for the trap, and constantly losin' their lives
I rather go out strong, with my dream bein' fulfilled
Its not an option, cause one day I will be killed
Meetin' a girl, settlin' down, and startin' a family
My music shit, will leave them with possibilities
If I end up bein' alone, then I will embrace it
Cause karma has ways of makin' you look back at it
Lost someone I loved, but I took her to the heartbreak hotel
From here on, I will always wish she's doin' well
( Neotyr X )
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