[Lyric] Insecurities (C.F VADAR)

[Intro]
Jammy on the beat, boy

[Verse 1: C.F VADAR]
Insecurities make me go mad
Yeah, that’s right, I know I’m bad
Just like this beat, it's rad
I’ve been so sad, gotta be glad
Makin' my woman mad
Thoughts in my head stay there stabbing me 'til bed
Can’t even go a day without hell ragin' inside my brain
Sometimes I drink to numb the pain
Been in pain all the time
More than just my mind
This Hennessy's messin up my mind
Sometimes, I gotta unwind
Knife cutting my skin deep inside
Buckle up, we in for a ride
Time to break the silence
Ain't no need for violence
Let's get up, let's start a riot
Ain't no need to deny it
We done puttin' up with all these thoughts
Insecurities can go and suck a cock
Y'all don’t seem to give a
That’s just our luck, time to pass the mic
Been ignored since I was a tike
Larson here to continue the fight
We’ll be here all night
[Verse 2: Lucas Larson]
Yeah, he said insecurities
That's a part of our maturity
Rappers like us, we gotta talk about that stuff
'Cause you don't hear it enough
You know everybody has problems in they life
You just have to be nice
I have anxiety and learnin' problems
But that shit don't affect me
When I write, it never reflects
On what my outcome could be
But that never stopped the boy
It felt like yesterday Lil Lukie was just playin with his toys
Lucas and Void destroyin' this song
I never avoided the fact that my ass could actually rap
Once I make it, all of my boys will be right on my back
Cause they were ridin' with me all along
Sometimes I right my wrongs
I know you feelin this song
Sometimes I feel like I never belonged
Back when I had a dollar and I felt smaller
But after gettin bullied, that made me taller and real stronger
And real—, and real stronger
All them haters be hatin', I never respond
My talent is way beyond
Anybody else's 'cause I freestyle
And make sure I checked it
Murder the setlist, Lucas be reckless
Check out my necklace
After that line, I'ma leave your girl breathless
We eatin' up breakfast
I said we eatin' up breakfast
[Verse 3: C.F VADAR]
Yeah, this shit don’t get told enough
But my brain becoming buff
To deal with these thoughts, you just gotta be tough
But sometimes that shit ain't enough
Get it through your damn head that people need love not hate
I refuse to wait
This ain't fake, found out too late
All this hate, at this rate we gonna break
Can't believe we the first to say
Its your damn fault for makin' our brains go astray
They just won’t go away
I need another shot, there's a lot
I cannot deal with these thoughts
I'm on top, I'm on top
I'm on top yeah
I'm on top!