[Lyric] Insidious (Illicit Thoughts)

Oh!

Yeah!

This feeling from inside of me
I've hidden it so well, will they ever see
Callously, it tortures me like parasites I grit my teeth
What's become of me
The misery, the memories, oh the better days the better me

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone, what have i done
(Where have I been)
My Sanity comes crawling back
I feel as if my heart turns black
When did it all become so cold

Its got its fucking hold on me
Insidious feeling from inside of me
Will I swim or will I sink
Why the fuck can I not think
I hang this rope I seek to leave
What's left of there for you to see
A broken man with a broken dream
Its my misery
I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone, what have i done
(Where have I been)
My Sanity comes crawling back
I feel as if my heart turns black
When did it all become so cold

Last night I watched myself sleep and then I flew away
The darkness calls, it's haunting me

Insidious
It's haunting me
Insidious
No longer a part of me

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone what have I done
What have I done

I fear that I'm falling deeper again
Where have I gone, what have I done
(Where have I been)
My Sanity comes crawling back
I feel as if my heart turns black
When did it all become so cold
Become so cold
Become so cold