[Lyric] Instability (Majoraeclipse)

(I wish that we could try it til I'm-)
(Til I’m worth it)

And I don't really wanna worry if I earn shit
Don't wanna think about no future or a purpose
And I wish that we could try it til I’m worth it
And I hate myself for why I'm not perfect
It's getting harder to imagine I can turn this around
Sitting on the moon and watch my world spin around
All I really know is it'll hurt to get me out
I spoke with my demons that's my worst decision
Now these words still keep me down

Lock up all my thoughts in my weak mind
I'm stuck by my own tryna kill time
No love that I'm feeling from the inside
Every word that's spilling out my lips never sits right
It sucks that I ain’t ever gonna feel alike
My thoughts stray so far from what’s real life
Tough luck, did I really expect
I could avoid my fears and hope for the best?
And I don't really wanna worry if I earn shit
Don’t wanna think about no future or a purpose
And I wish that we could try it til I'm worth it
And I hate myself for why I'm not perfect
It's getting harder to imagine I can turn this around
Sitting on the moon and watch my world spin around
All I really know is it’ll hurt to get me out
I spoke with my demons that's my worst decision
Now these words still keep me down

All these words still keep me down
I don't even know what I'm supposed to be feeling now
Still fear that everyone's leaving me now
Feel the cold everytime I see you around

(A-All I really know is it'll hurt to get me out)