[Lyric] Into hell (NOTSmrt)

(Intro)
Night walker
Trying to find the motivation to end my life
I don’t know if it’s going to be today
It might
What the fuck am I doing walking here
Late at night

(Verse 1)
Another escape session
Trying to get away from the thought again
I try to.. Walk in the dark
I don’t have to answer to people
Just to get away from everything
But the fucking sad part is that I remember everything
Every moment relives inside my brain
I don’t know why the fuck it does this shit happens to me
Why…
Tell me why… do I always feel suicidal in thе night time?

(Bridge)
Why…why…why?
(Chorus)
I’ve been night walking again
Hoping to еscape my thoughts this time
But this shit just keeps on adding up
I don’t know how long my brain is going to last
Why do I do this to myself
Why…

(Verse 2)
Living a life waiting for messages
Knowing damn well I’m never going to fucking get them
Hoping one day I’ll get over them
But every fucking time just I remember how…
I used to feel
How I used to treat myself
Every fucking day feels the same because I do this shit to myself
I.. hate my life and I don’t know why I live another day
Fucking astray
Want to fucking end today

(Verse 3)
Spend another day;
Lockup by myself
Tied up in my mind
Gripping myself back
Knowing there’s millions to go
WANTING TO Stop this now
Blowing my voice
About to throw myself…
Into the road this time
I don’t really want to live tonight
I think about these thoughts way to often
I think I need to…
(Outro)
Change a little bit of my mentality
But instead I let it live in my head
Live in my head
Leave it in my head